A soft, loving voice; giving me an option, a choice. NO, Lord! I cried, feeling frightened and selfish. And I continue to hear that voice and all I can do is respond to God like Ezekiel did, “Sovereign Lord, you alone know!” Of course, I don’t want to lose her.....especially so soon after Losing Kristina. But, that is the earthbound me, the self centered me talking. I want what is best for her, I want God’s best for her. Watching this unfold....modern medicine at it’s finest, the machines and the people that fill this room , all trying to heal her, to make this awfulness go away, I realize there is nothing greater, stronger, or more powerful than the healing power of our God. She is in the palm of His hand, wrapped in His love, surrounded by His grace and mercy. He alone is in charge and in control. All I need to do is rest in that knowledge and apply what l learned the last time I stood facing a similar giant.
Your will not mine, Father.......No matter what.
